conversation with my innerself..

Sunday, March 19, 2006

march already? ho~ly

wow.. the last time i updated this blogger thing was may 2005, almost a year..
holy smokes have i been lazy haha, and i told myself i would updated this "bi-weekly"..
so much for that ^^;
i don't think it would be possible for me to write every single thing that's happened to me since august, so ill be brief..

well -june & july, no - the entire summer actually, was possibly the best summer i've ever had.. so many awesome moments to be cherished =)

then came along september and waterloo, at first i didn't like it, because one - it's ridiculously empty here! honestly, you have the rez, the plaza, library, and some clubs/bars.. thats it.. and two - almost everyone i saw looked like one of those supersmart brainer chinese kids.. i didn't think that i'd be able to find one normal looking person here.. but as time passed by, i met lots of people in the minorities category haha..
as far as work goes - let's juss say they don't call it 'a university' for no reason.. your marks really depend on how much time you sacrifice studyin.. unlike highschool hehe, but regardless - i survived the first term, so it's all good..

first term was cool - i should've spent more time on work though, now that i look at it - i jus let myself loose, without thinking twice.. it'll be one of the very very few things i actually regret doing.. but anyhow, thats enough for the overview..

second term is very different than the previous one.. first off - work is gettin bit more intense.. sometimes i find it way easier than last term, but most of the time its much much harder.. believe it or not i'm actually sacrificing time to go to the library and study.. yea i know - i don't believe it either haha, but like i said before - they don't call it 'a univeristy' for no reason..

secondly - people have changed.. i don't think i need to go into details, but i'm sure if any of them are readin this, they know what i mean.. i understand the quote "with time spent - emotion grows" quite literally.. i know it's not a nice thing to say (yes, im very aware that i'm brutally honest about my thoughts/feelings, but thats juss who i am, so deal with it), but i don't think i've ever met so many people who are just.. very.. hmm.. childish, ignorant, and two-faced.. not that i got anything against that of course - it's a free country, if you wanna be a total assclown towards things/people you don't even really know.. then thats your choice.. i'm not gonna waste my blog space to be your mommy and tell you that that's not a nice thing to do..

well, thats a real short update of mine of the past 6 months or so.. i'll write about the more recent stuff next time, til then =)