BAH! =T

guess what? as to my "suprise".. my report card turned out absolutely Horrible! X(
this mark is the 2nd worst - no, maybe the Worst average ive ever had throughout my high skool life..
i almost cried myself to bed cuz of it.. no im serious, i was so disappointed in myself.. =T

so wut was this 'horrible' mark? i might as well be honest w/ u, its not like hiding will actually 'hide' ne thing.. sigh,
well the worst avg ive ever had was a 72, and this one was a 74.. yea i know its a bad mark, and i know complainin n whinin about this mark wont change a thing.. but its better if i write everythin thats in my head here rather than to lash it out at someone..

some ppl might think a 74 isnt such a 'bad mark'.. but if ur in grade 12.. and ur midterm report card is a 74.. it tells u something.. it tells u something Very Clearly..
man - i mean, i knew it was bad.. but a 74? sigh..

i was so shocked/angry/confused/perplexed at the moment i saw the seven and the four i was ready to rip it apart into pieces and burn the pieces and step on the ashes..
n e wyz.. i cant go on like this - i gotta keep my focus..

i dont have n e thing else to say..
i need a time alone away from everything..
maybe ill turn to him for help.. the one that sticks everything together in my life..